looking back across the years the stupid things I have done whilst manic. 2015 I was going to quit my job and move to Thailand (ON MY OWN) and volunteer in an orphanage. I got my residency card and everything. I was ready to book the flights. But something came up and that became a new obsession. My family were supportive but worried I would be in danger. I didn’t know if they’d let me leave the country! That orphanage will always be a dream of mine, but I’ll go when I’m well and safe! How scary!