I have always worked in my adult life even when I was a sicker than I am now. Eventually I had to make the decision to not work, go on disability and allow myself to heal. As well as not having a lot of money, not feeling like a part of active society hits me every morning. I wakeup and feel I do not have a purpose as I don’t have a job to go to, and I feel like society views me as a lazy slob (which no one has actually said to me) but I feel crap in myself.
What if your full-time job is to get better?
What if your work for today is to stay safe and take care of your needs? (Shower, eat, shopping.)
What if your shift for the day consist of getting out of bed and surviving another day?
It’s Monday, and yes I am going to work- I’m going to do my washing, housework blogging, and keep myself safe and well. Until eventually, and hopefully soon, I am well enough to go back to work.