English Translated Into Anxiety

 

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I’m bored- I’m lonely

Everyone is busy- Everyone hates me

The bus is late- My day is already ruined

I’m not hungry- I am but I don’t feel like eating

I love being indoors- I’m too scared to leave the house

I’m a sociable person- I hate being alone

I would love to buy that- I don’t deserve it

I’m so tired- I’m mentally exhausted

I like my sleep- I’m not lazy, mentally I can’t get out of bed

I don’t care what others think of me- Do my earlobes look weird?

I’m a night owl- The rush of the daytime scares me

Don’t worry then- Please listen to me

I like my privacy- If they find out the real me they will hate me

He loves me- What is there for him to love?

I’m happy- I’m the happiest I’ve ever been but it scares the hell out of me

I don’t give up easily- I’m SO tired of trying

I’m fine- PLEASE HELP ME

I’m feeling a little shaky- OMG WHY CANT I BREATH? AM I GOING TO DIE? WHY IS THE WORLD CLOSING IN ON ME?

It’s just anxiety- It isn’t “just” anything this illness ruins every aspect of my life

Amy Belle- Amy (I am so fucking anxious all the time) Belle

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