” When you look in the mirror, who do you see? Is it a stranger or is it me?”
As I am replying back to my lovely comments and giving words of comfort to others I wonder why am I not kind to myself? I need a taste of my own medicine. I tell others that “it’s OK” and “don’t beat yourself up” and yet I am so unfair to myself! I am my biggest critic. Everyone tells me that I should love myself but I can’t. I have all of the confidence in the world but no self-esteem. I have self-worth but no love for who I am. When you’ve been constantly put down you start to believe it. I feel proud of myself for how far I’ve come but yet a failure. All I want to do is love and look after others. That is when I like myself the most- when I’m Nurse Amy.